Thinking...

cik na puwn tak tahu whut eppen to me lately nie... tup tup biler called buchuk semalam terus nangis... maybe sebab dapat dgr suara dia kut... terus cik na said " i love u so much and i'm really sorry for whut i have done"... *apakah?... *tak pasal2 kan...

yes uols, cik na n buchuk dah lamer tak berengang so the two days pulak ttbe cik na had to sleep over at my fwen house... *so perasaan windu tue mmg ader and of coz i'm not alone kan.. * cik na alone.. sowwy babe... hehe... ader jugak yg menemani cik na but still can't defeat the heat and luf from buchuk...

so this morning at 6.00 am suddenly cik na terkejut and notice air mater cik na ttbe kuar darie mater vogue nie, terus cik na bangun and grabbed my phone, lantas " Sayang, I love u so much and i'm sorry for whut i have done... " ttbe automatically cik na typed and send to buchuk... and cried.... *apakah semua inie.... yes, maybe sebab cik na truly deeply in love with him... but but... cik na tahu menangis pasal aper.. *penin....

adakah pernah terjadie kat uols... *confius kan....

love dari definisi cik na mmg susah nak explain... love nie bukan satu benda yg boler dimainkan or permainkan.. both side need truely understand each other and of coz dua hatie menjadi satu... biler seseorg tue susah and the partner will come and rescue... biler ngah eppy so diraikan bersama... that is why cik na tak teragak2 nak cakap this phrase "I lOVE YOU" to buchuk.. coz cik na tahu both of our heart had become one... *che wahh...

okay that was it... talking about love... ttbe start dah emo.. maybe sumthing happen to me yesterday... cik na akan senantiasa ingat semua kay...

and today

started with kepenatan as usual, sleepy... dak kecik and abah dah gerak ngie office but cik na still mengayukan diri kat atas katil sambil memeluk bantak busyuk... ye lar, mana tak nyerkan... badan penat and malas nak bangun... and had a moment n siap siap terus gerak nak ngie office...

and kat kete, masukkan kunci.. ttbe..

damnnn.. kete tak boler start...

terus lar kan neves and also takut... bismillah and mcm2 ayat kuar darie mulut nie.. still can't start... yess... dlm hatie cik na terus terfikir.. "Caer lar make up aku nie.." boler tak... heheh.. so act cool and amik air battery, bukak bonet... sebab last incident puwn coz tak der air battery... check and check semua ader.. mcm maner niekan?.. dah sudah...

capai phone and terus called buchuk... buchuk terus nak dtg SK, wah!!! apakah!! of coz lar cik na tak kasie kan... sebab cik na tak nak dirie nie dimanjakan sgt.. and tak der lar berat sgt problem nie.. end up called... and msg chomel... "no reply from him" dah pulakkan... sedeh kat situe...

dah dah, orite ttbe ader pakcik cina tua nie come and rescue cik na... tue lar uolss, naseb baek lar paras ruper and bentuk badan nie still kukuh tapie tapie... tua yg datang... cik na tak kesah.. as long hatie dia baekkan uolss.. and

Uncle: Whut's wrong?
Me: Nothing uncle *matilar panggil uncle... Just my car tak boler start..
Uncle: Let me check...

(ngah gigih checking checking nie.. 10 saat pastu)

Uncle: ohh inie huh air battery sudah matie owhh... tak pa takpa kiter kasi jump start..
Me: *blushing...

so gigih lar pakcik nie nak jump start kete and alhamdulillah kete ttbe boler start balik... terus lar cik na eppy *mcm nak lompat2 jer... but still cover cun kay...

Me: Thanks so much uncle..
Uncle: No problem.. nie huh better get a new battery...
Me: Okie.. hehehehe

terima kaseh lar ya allah, sungguh besar kuasa mu itue... baru ku tahu kenaper kamu menjadie manusia nie pelbagai bangsa... kan kan kan... *ttbe ustazah.. lantas drive and buchuk tak abis calling calling... so buchuk: everything is kay now... so nanti kiter ngie tukar battery kete baru eh...

orite, on my way to office, stop kat Petronas, terus keja Milo kotak.. ttbe teringin.. hilang dahaga and touch up muka nie sikit2 bab nak sampai office dah... alhamdulillah akhirnyer sampai juger didestinasi... *masuk office terus busan.... tulunnnnnnnn....

Oh ya, tomorrow will heading to Shout! Awards... yayyy.. hatie nie sgt gilang gemilang... thanks for Puan Lily for the ticket ya.. appreciate it so much... as jasa baek mu akan cik na membelanjamu makan ye... tak kirer.. nak jugak belanja puan lily.... yess... suker suker sangat.. so uols nanti cik na update yer pasal acara gemilang nie yer...

okay uols, jarie chantek nie puwn dah letih nak menaip so cik nak tarik diri dulu... so aper aper skrg kiter kena jadie baek kay, nanti kiter buat baek satu harie nanti ader jer yg benda baek baek nie dtg sebagai balasan kalau tak didunia ataupun diakhirat... amin...

muachh

chiow bello...

Idola...

Wah!! tak menyempat nyempat nie... terus lantas satu persatu nak bercumbu2 kat blog nie... aper lagie uolss.. kalau feel ngantuks tapie eppy... *penin penin... tue yg meriah jer nak mengupdatekan... nie huh, cik na nak update pasal idola cik na... uols tahu ker idola cik na saper, tak tahu kan... selain daripada ibunda tercinta of coz lar cik na ader idola yg meriah meriah nie... uols puwn mesti ader jugak kan.. *kalau tak der tue, lu pikir lar sendirie yer...

Yes uols, let me introduce uols idola cik na nie... dia dah lamer menyepie sebab alkisah suker moody2 terus campak handphone kat kepala abah *taxi... huhu.. tue lar.. yg penting kalau dia campak hp kat cik na, cik na terus elak and ambil as replacement ngan phone cik na skrg nie.. kater rezeki kan.. org kasie amik jer lar kan... lebey lebey lagie phone expose nyah...dah dah...

the devil moody and yes i love her so much...

the only black beauty Naomi Campbell... kenaper cik na buat dia nie as my idola:

1. Of coz lar kan, sebab dia SUPERMODEL uols... ader ker title model model malaysia nie supermodel, kalau supermodel frame sendirie ado...
2. bab chantek and unique... cik na nie suker ngok muka2 unik nie.. ader ker org dahi jendul, bibir setebal kena sengat lebah and of coz the eyes darling... chanteknyerrr....
3. Kulit dia uols, yes, kulit cik na very the glossykan but hers very the like chocholate.. nak mkn raser...
4. original signature walk and pose... love it and like it so much...

cik na tahu dia nie seorg yg moody but moody2 puwn sekaya2 alam uolss, every catwalk show mesti jer designer2 class nie akan panggil dia to do the runway.. *mis jay sgtk... and walaupuwn ramai ckp dia nie bimbo, but for cik na dia tak bimbo *mcm dah kenal 30 thn kan.... pedulie aper org ckp yang penting she is tut rich and beautiful... kan kan kan

and now, dia dipanggil utk shoot for Vogue Italy July issues... bukan dia shj, all the supermodel seperti Eva Herzigova, Christy Turlington and the only one Helena Christensen... love the pic and suker tgk gambar dorang dlm nie.. and lastly, love the makeup and hair for Naomi Campbell...

Nak buat mcm tue jugak lar... Wait and see... Cik na Campbell.... *bukan sup pcampbell eh...

Ngah fikir gak nie, mcm maner nak beli Vogue Italy nie? hmmm

muachh

Chiow bello...

Bercuti Cutie...

Kat dlm dirie nie kalau nak citer semua nanti jadie panjang lebar so cik na citer aper jer yg paling penting nak kebawa kedepan.. boler tak uolss...

Yes.. i do really need to go for Vacation, my last vacation was Phuket, Thailand and itue puwn dah berabad dah.. *x der lar berabad kan... but still hatie nie mmg nak ngie sgt vacation... bukannyer aper cumer cumer, cik na raser perlu merehatkan minda dan ngie jalan2 bab asyik terperuk kertu kat tempat keje nie... so cik na thinking going to.. jeng jeng...

one of the building in bandung...

Yes uols Bandung, Indonesia...

sebab2 cik na nak pie Bandung bab semua salah si puan lily ngan wahdi... angkara tengok gambar2 dorang nie and citer dorang nie terus berputik nak ngie saner and of coz sebab utama adalah nak shopping... *die lar... dengar citer barang2 kat saner mur mur and banyak choice* abis lar cik na kan.. nak bawak duit beraper puwn tatau... biler bacer blog dorang nie terus tak sabar nie huh... all the barang2 list puwn dah ader dah nie...

that is not the only reason... sebab laen nyer adalah cik na x pernah jejak kaki langsung kat neighbour country kiter nie... dah tua bangka mcm nie baru lar nak menyedarkan dirie nak ngie saner... *tua ker cik na nie... hmmmm ... asalkan laku uolss... dah dah suker nak larie topic...

udah udah.. skrg nie ngah tunggu buchuk utk line clear utk booking and so cik na can schedule plan nak ngie saner... dah discuss ngan buchuk lamer dah but he always give reasons pasal duet... but for cik na, tak kiraaaaaaaaa... nak ngieeee jugakkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!! sayang, pleasee.. kasihani lar i... i do really need vacation and also retail therapy *boler gituew... muachh sayang.. nanti u jugak best... i will give u everything that u want... hehehe...

tue adalah salah satu tempat cik na nak ngie tuk vacation, tak sabar nie nak beli kaen2 baju kebaya nie... or lulur... hmmm *abislar tak sabar dah nie... and my second choice is gonna be

huhu... Melbourne, Australia... walaupuwn dah beribu ribu lemon ngie sinie tetap menjadie pujaan hatie cik na... lantak lar uolss nak cakap aper... tak kirer and tak boler kirer puwn... yg penting i love this country and city... yes ngan sejuk and clean city membuak2 lagie perasaan nie nak ngie sinie lagie... especially biler sales month, yes uols kena pandai carie port nak beli baju baju kat sinie, segala gala mur mur... tapie tapie...

antara Bandung ngan Melbourne nie, ticket kapal terbang maner lagie mur? of coz lar Bandungkan... hmmmm... bandung puwn bandung lar... as long cik na tak balik ngan 4 bagasi besar sudah... *taxi.... sorry imah, tiru ayat taxi nie...

hmmm i do really need vacation.. kepala hotak degil nie tak abis abis fikir pasal nie, tue lar blog nie jadie mangsa and mengharapkan tak fikir dah lepas nie... Oh tidakkk!!! tue.. still fikir lagie... hmmm...

Orite, nie jer yg cik na boler citer buat maser skrg... yg laen laen benda dlm kepala hotak nie akan diupdate later kay... kalau hupdate skang akan jadie panjang lebar nanti... terus cramp jari jemari cik na yg vogue nie... satu persatu eh... nie puwn ngah ngantuks tahap gabans... nak pie carie 100 plus... yummy...

so uolss... hope this will ceria ceria kan dirie uolss... lots of luv... tapie tapie kalau ader sesiaper ader suggestion destiny for vacation lagie gempaq siler siler bentangkan yer...

tunggu ya Bandung, mek akan kesana and Melbourne, wait for me ya...

muachhh

chiow bello...

Apakah!!!?

Oh tidak!!... pas check mengcheck cik na nyer bloglog and cik na perasan nie...

terus cik na blur dan tak tau nak ckp aper dah... ttbe ader org search "pengote" ... apakah semua nie... hehehe klakar puwn ader... adakah nie dtg darie kaum hawa atau adam or fonen fonen yang ader nie... jap jap...

kenaper ayat pengote ader related ngan link cik na.. kompius kat situew gak... hmm... aper yg cik na paham erti pengote nie adalah lelaki2 yg tak guna, perasan encem yang suka nak carie masalah ngan pompuan2 vogue gituew... so adakah cik na didlm golongan pompuan2 vogue... wahhh!!!

hmmm...

muachh

chiow bello...

Disko Disko!!!

x sah kan kalau weekend cik na kuar atau merehatkan dirie kat umah...

Yess uolss, mcm maner semua? sihat... everything ok? hope uols ok and eppy ngan org tersayang pada hujung minggu... oppss kalau ader yg tension2 tueww... no worries kay...

hmm... mengabiskan maser kat umah dan menghabiskan maser ngan therapy.. as usual... and yang bestnyer cik na diinvite oleh bos cik na utk meriahkan lagie keadaan di One utama tue... so arie sabtu ngan gigihnyer cik na pie lar mkn kat Seoul Garden buffet... yess uols it is steamboat and grilled... hmm maner taknyer cik na nak menolak kan *kater mempunyai tekak yg suka makan nie... dah lamer jugak lar gian nak makan kat situew... ngan rezeki yg ader ttbe boss cik na ajak makan kat saner... alhamdulillah... hilang gian sekejap... *gian aper tuew...

As usual, cik na lambat sampai kay... boss cik na dah nunggu selama 1 jam dah kat situew... tapie tapie... *pandang kat abah... nie semua bukan sengaja or dibuat eh.. atau direka2 semata mater... *boler tak... janji kull 7.30 mlm but cik na sampai kull 8.30 malam.. yes.. tak tentu arah jugak larkan cik na dibuatnyer... ye lar uols, bos tunggu tuew... kalau uols macam maner lar eh..*malu kan cuak tahap gaban kan.... memandangkan cik na ader alasan yg kukuh, semua dimaafkan...

Nak tahu aper alasannyer... hmmm kete cik na battery kong... yess... and of coz kete tak ler start...*kalau uols nak tahu, cik na nie pandai drive jer bab checking mengchecking nie adalah malas.... ttbe cik na dapat panggilan darie buchuk and he said battery kong *start membebelkan... dah pulakkan... by the way maser tuew cik na ader kat SK kat umah member... hmm so menunggu lar cik na kan ngan parapara vogue nie..... so all the plan berubah... naseb baek lar my officemate tinggal kat area2 situew gak... so cik na menumpanglar officemate nie n gerak ngie saner... so buchuk akan susuli kemudian ngan sambil membebel dia... and naseb baek buchuk sampai kat OU at the same time... so tak der lar lambat sgt... hehe *sowy buchukk

so tuew lar disko disko cik na pada maser cutie nie... gambar luper nak snap snap... sebab dah lapar and luper semua pasal snap snap nie... yg penting cik na eppy n kekenyangan + semua disponsor.. yummy.. sedap sgt... saper yg tak pernah ngie makan steamboat nie... ngie lar eh... ader branch kat Ou.. but the main rest kat Kerinchi building...

so aper lagie... have a nice monday blues and eppy working uols...

muachh

chiow bello...

Tension, Marah dan kertu...

Okies Uolss.... this is to much for me... but this is the road that i choose so i need to be prepare or need to be terima ader seadanyer...

Skrg nie cik na tak boler nak pikir aper dah, cumer marah dan stress... atas alasan... tak der siaper yg tahu, kalau ader yg tahu puwn dok buat bodoh jer kan... whut the ****kan... like ****ing shit and everything...

Cik na nie seorang yg very the perfectionist *hmm ye ker? itu lar yg buchuk ckp... and buchuk ckp jugak yg cik na nie seorg yg tak boler tunggu and everything must have answer for anything happen... *ye ker... conclusion... mengada ngada or terlampau cerewet... but i still curious, buchuk still stand and be with cik na... *alhamdulillah... hanya tuhan sajer yg boler membalas jasa baek mu kay... kat dunia nie i boler buat u eppy and be ur ear, brain, leg, hand and semua lar... but utk membalas jasa murnie u i don't know i boler buat ker tak...

dah dah enough about cik na ngan buchuk.. whut ever it is, love you so much.. and thanks for temaning me sleep last nite... help me a lot and syg u sgt... *ok, nie dah overkan... Orite, tah lar.. i don't know how to say but i'm feeling very angry and also stressed out about thingy yg x ader kater putus... *penin and penin...

Is this whut i want... yes and no... but i can't help it... so kena terima seadanyer kan.... yesss... so blured to think deeply but my heart still in pain... Menyesal puwn ader but benda dah jadiekan... so have to close eye and think nothing happen and also don't think the past but think masa depan.. tapie palatkan... mcm gampang... argghhhh!!! help me....

That is why uols.. don't be so perfectionist... this is whut you will get... GILER!!!

aper yg aku merepek nie... *suker atie mek kay...

orite...

today cik na nyer bestfwen nyer besday... would like to say Eppy B'day Wan... (Dak Kecik)... nanti aku belanja mkn eh... and biler dah besar nie aper lagie, jelajah dunia and do whut ever u want to do... kiter kat dunia nie sekali jer so try everything and explore everything ya... but but.. remember kiter nie dtg darie maner eh... only believe in one... thats all dak kecik.. love you so much... and thanks for being there for me... muachh

muachh

chiow bello...

Imaginasi...

Just want to say... "Nak ngie Spa or somebody that really know how to urut" tolong....!!! urat2 dan tulang nie sakit sakit dah nie... raser tak boler blah and feel want to scream...

Kalau ader mek esah puwn okay.. atleast boler buat treatment 2 in 1... *boler gituew kan... just pay how much do you want and the guy is urs.. x cayer *cayer lar eh....

dah dah larie topic kay... yang penting skrg nie cik na ngah imagine tersadai separuh bogel kat atas katil urut sambil diurut oler lelaki2 gagah dan dikelilingi oleh wangi wangian dan juga makanan2 yg super setappp... dan dapat merasai tgn tgn yg gagah memegang badan cik na nie... hmmm.... best nyer.....

biler semua nie nak jadie realiti... tulun...

muachhh

chiow bello...