Tension, Marah dan kertu...

Okies Uolss.... this is to much for me... but this is the road that i choose so i need to be prepare or need to be terima ader seadanyer...

Skrg nie cik na tak boler nak pikir aper dah, cumer marah dan stress... atas alasan... tak der siaper yg tahu, kalau ader yg tahu puwn dok buat bodoh jer kan... whut the ****kan... like ****ing shit and everything...

Cik na nie seorang yg very the perfectionist *hmm ye ker? itu lar yg buchuk ckp... and buchuk ckp jugak yg cik na nie seorg yg tak boler tunggu and everything must have answer for anything happen... *ye ker... conclusion... mengada ngada or terlampau cerewet... but i still curious, buchuk still stand and be with cik na... *alhamdulillah... hanya tuhan sajer yg boler membalas jasa baek mu kay... kat dunia nie i boler buat u eppy and be ur ear, brain, leg, hand and semua lar... but utk membalas jasa murnie u i don't know i boler buat ker tak...

dah dah enough about cik na ngan buchuk.. whut ever it is, love you so much.. and thanks for temaning me sleep last nite... help me a lot and syg u sgt... *ok, nie dah overkan... Orite, tah lar.. i don't know how to say but i'm feeling very angry and also stressed out about thingy yg x ader kater putus... *penin and penin...

Is this whut i want... yes and no... but i can't help it... so kena terima seadanyer kan.... yesss... so blured to think deeply but my heart still in pain... Menyesal puwn ader but benda dah jadiekan... so have to close eye and think nothing happen and also don't think the past but think masa depan.. tapie palatkan... mcm gampang... argghhhh!!! help me....

That is why uols.. don't be so perfectionist... this is whut you will get... GILER!!!

aper yg aku merepek nie... *suker atie mek kay...

orite...

today cik na nyer bestfwen nyer besday... would like to say Eppy B'day Wan... (Dak Kecik)... nanti aku belanja mkn eh... and biler dah besar nie aper lagie, jelajah dunia and do whut ever u want to do... kiter kat dunia nie sekali jer so try everything and explore everything ya... but but.. remember kiter nie dtg darie maner eh... only believe in one... thats all dak kecik.. love you so much... and thanks for being there for me... muachh

muachh

chiow bello...