Thinking...

cik na puwn tak tahu whut eppen to me lately nie... tup tup biler called buchuk semalam terus nangis... maybe sebab dapat dgr suara dia kut... terus cik na said " i love u so much and i'm really sorry for whut i have done"... *apakah?... *tak pasal2 kan...

yes uols, cik na n buchuk dah lamer tak berengang so the two days pulak ttbe cik na had to sleep over at my fwen house... *so perasaan windu tue mmg ader and of coz i'm not alone kan.. * cik na alone.. sowwy babe... hehe... ader jugak yg menemani cik na but still can't defeat the heat and luf from buchuk...

so this morning at 6.00 am suddenly cik na terkejut and notice air mater cik na ttbe kuar darie mater vogue nie, terus cik na bangun and grabbed my phone, lantas " Sayang, I love u so much and i'm sorry for whut i have done... " ttbe automatically cik na typed and send to buchuk... and cried.... *apakah semua inie.... yes, maybe sebab cik na truly deeply in love with him... but but... cik na tahu menangis pasal aper.. *penin....

adakah pernah terjadie kat uols... *confius kan....

love dari definisi cik na mmg susah nak explain... love nie bukan satu benda yg boler dimainkan or permainkan.. both side need truely understand each other and of coz dua hatie menjadi satu... biler seseorg tue susah and the partner will come and rescue... biler ngah eppy so diraikan bersama... that is why cik na tak teragak2 nak cakap this phrase "I lOVE YOU" to buchuk.. coz cik na tahu both of our heart had become one... *che wahh...

okay that was it... talking about love... ttbe start dah emo.. maybe sumthing happen to me yesterday... cik na akan senantiasa ingat semua kay...

and today

started with kepenatan as usual, sleepy... dak kecik and abah dah gerak ngie office but cik na still mengayukan diri kat atas katil sambil memeluk bantak busyuk... ye lar, mana tak nyerkan... badan penat and malas nak bangun... and had a moment n siap siap terus gerak nak ngie office...

and kat kete, masukkan kunci.. ttbe..

damnnn.. kete tak boler start...

terus lar kan neves and also takut... bismillah and mcm2 ayat kuar darie mulut nie.. still can't start... yess... dlm hatie cik na terus terfikir.. "Caer lar make up aku nie.." boler tak... heheh.. so act cool and amik air battery, bukak bonet... sebab last incident puwn coz tak der air battery... check and check semua ader.. mcm maner niekan?.. dah sudah...

capai phone and terus called buchuk... buchuk terus nak dtg SK, wah!!! apakah!! of coz lar cik na tak kasie kan... sebab cik na tak nak dirie nie dimanjakan sgt.. and tak der lar berat sgt problem nie.. end up called... and msg chomel... "no reply from him" dah pulakkan... sedeh kat situe...

dah dah, orite ttbe ader pakcik cina tua nie come and rescue cik na... tue lar uolss, naseb baek lar paras ruper and bentuk badan nie still kukuh tapie tapie... tua yg datang... cik na tak kesah.. as long hatie dia baekkan uolss.. and

Uncle: Whut's wrong?
Me: Nothing uncle *matilar panggil uncle... Just my car tak boler start..
Uncle: Let me check...

(ngah gigih checking checking nie.. 10 saat pastu)

Uncle: ohh inie huh air battery sudah matie owhh... tak pa takpa kiter kasi jump start..
Me: *blushing...

so gigih lar pakcik nie nak jump start kete and alhamdulillah kete ttbe boler start balik... terus lar cik na eppy *mcm nak lompat2 jer... but still cover cun kay...

Me: Thanks so much uncle..
Uncle: No problem.. nie huh better get a new battery...
Me: Okie.. hehehehe

terima kaseh lar ya allah, sungguh besar kuasa mu itue... baru ku tahu kenaper kamu menjadie manusia nie pelbagai bangsa... kan kan kan... *ttbe ustazah.. lantas drive and buchuk tak abis calling calling... so buchuk: everything is kay now... so nanti kiter ngie tukar battery kete baru eh...

orite, on my way to office, stop kat Petronas, terus keja Milo kotak.. ttbe teringin.. hilang dahaga and touch up muka nie sikit2 bab nak sampai office dah... alhamdulillah akhirnyer sampai juger didestinasi... *masuk office terus busan.... tulunnnnnnnn....

Oh ya, tomorrow will heading to Shout! Awards... yayyy.. hatie nie sgt gilang gemilang... thanks for Puan Lily for the ticket ya.. appreciate it so much... as jasa baek mu akan cik na membelanjamu makan ye... tak kirer.. nak jugak belanja puan lily.... yess... suker suker sangat.. so uols nanti cik na update yer pasal acara gemilang nie yer...

okay uols, jarie chantek nie puwn dah letih nak menaip so cik nak tarik diri dulu... so aper aper skrg kiter kena jadie baek kay, nanti kiter buat baek satu harie nanti ader jer yg benda baek baek nie dtg sebagai balasan kalau tak didunia ataupun diakhirat... amin...

muachh

chiow bello...